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New Additions to the Map
Suri came along and added her past and present lovers to my map here:

Add comment January 16, 2009
He Needs Me and I Need Him
Simone’s Notes:
Sexual arousal is the process and state of an animal being ready for sexual activity and feeling an urge for sexual contact. Sexual arousal for a man results in an increased blood flow to the penis, to produce an erection. This is usually the most prominent and reliable sign of sexual arousal in males; however, adolescent males experience frequent ‘non-sexual’ erections stemming from their high level of testosterone. In a woman, the vagina becomes lubricated in anticipation of sexual intercourse. Unlike most animals, human beings of both sexes are potentially capable of sexual arousal throughout the year; therefore, there is no human mating season. Things that precipitate human sexual arousal are colloquially known as turn-ons. Turn-ons may be physical or mental in nature. Given the right stimulation, sexual arousal in humans will typically end in an orgasm, but may be pursued for its own sake, even in the absence of an orgasm.
Damon is in deep sorrow. I don’t understand what or why. But I know that he needs me. He came to me all upset. I asked him what was wrong and he just kissed me on the lips. I kissed him back. My love said that he needed me. I didn’t know what he was talking about. He just kissed me again and I took him back to my room. We ended up doing it on my bed. Oh, it was so good. Afterwards, we went to sleep. However early in the morning, I woke up in tears. I had another dream about Kate. was dreaming that I was walking in this forest. The hot white light was everywhere. There was virtually nothing in this place. All I could see was a tall dying willow tree. Under it was a wooden casket. I slowly walked over to it and looked inside. My best friend, Kate, was lying dead inside of it. Only, she didn’t look dead. She just looked asleep. Kate was all dressed in white lace. Her hair was down. Rosary and a golden cross were in her hands. Soft petals were falling on her cold face and body. My heart ached with sorrow. I knelt down and kissed her forehead. I said a little prayer for her. Then I collapsed on my knees and cried. I cried in real life. Damon just held me while I did so. I need him and he needs me. We just have to be there for each other or we’ll fall into a hole of darkness.
–Ginny
New chap: http://ficwad.com/story/111722
Add comment November 11, 2008
Love Reunited
Simone’s Notes:
Limerence involves intrusive thinking about the limerent object; acute longing for reciprocation; some fleeting and transient relief from unrequited limerence through vivid imagining of action by the limerent object that means reciprocation; and fear of rejection and unsettling shyness in the limerent object’s presence. As well, the feelings of limerance are intensified through adversity, obstacles, or distance, and the person may have acute sensitivity to any act, thought, or condition that can be interpreted favorably, and an extraordinary ability to devise, fabricate, or invent “reasonable” explanations for why neutral actions are a sign of hidden passion in the limerent object. A person experiencing limerance has a general intensity of feeling that leaves other concerns in the background, and in their thoughts, they tend to remarkably emphasize what is admirable in the limerent object and to avoid any negative or problematic attributes.
I came back home to Central with my father last night. This morning I went to the Activity Center pool just like the good old days and guess who I ran into? My childhood crush, Paul Walker! He has grown so handsome all of those years we were apart. We met at this very pool in the Activity Center. Ever since then, we were into each other, close friends, and swimming buddies together. Ours parents were all good friends with each other. Everyone was very good until dad and I left for no reason at all. Paul and I barely talked since then. But now, we are back together. Paul and I splashed around for a bit and then we caught up. His parents are divorced and his dad got remarried and is expecting a baby with her. Paul and I got back together after that and raced each other in the pool. When it was all over, we decided to meet again tomorrow. I can’t wait to see him again soon!
–Kira
New chap: http://ficwad.com/story/111339
Add comment November 7, 2008